Hey everyone/anyone reading this. I first want to say, I know this is probably not the place for a post like this even though this is the off topic section. I just honestly felt I had no other place to go. It's pretty sad when an online gaming community becomes your place of consolation during hard times hahah - at least for me it is. Any, I've just been experiencing a rather common but challenging issue throughout my life. It's the only real challenge I've really ever been faced with. Before you read any further, let me notify you all that this is about to start sounding really cheesy. If you're not up for putting up with a pity party over something very superficial, just exit out of this thread, hahah. On the contrary, the cheesy-ness of this thread may make someone's day. Anyway, the challenge I've been face with is girls. I've always been fascinated by them; I've always found females intriguing and intricate. I admire them greatly and have a passion for them. The unfortuante thing about all this is that I tend to have the worst luck with them. I can't ever seem to find a female willing to share a relationship with me - something deeper than just friends. I have no problem making friends with females, I can do that all day with ease; however, when it comes to trying to engage in something more than friends, it's always a crash and burn. It's really become a huge problem for me. To put it in perspective, imagine something or someone you love absolutely, someone or something you'd never get bored of; a person or thing you would spend every moment of life with because they give you such pleasure. Imagine that thing or person always rejecting you and only ever willing to spend "adequate" time with you. That's my experience with females. I have such a passion for them, a passion not self-imposed, and yet I am continually turned down by them. It's very disheartening and causes me to wonder if I will ever have a chance in finding a mate. For those of you who have played with me in game, is there anything you can discern about my behavior that may be negative. Do I ever conduct myself in a disrespectful or immature manner? I ask this because I know that I behave in game the same way I do in public, and if I get negative feedback then I will have an idea of what to work on as far as my character goes. That is pretty much it. I've been searching all kinds of forums and chat rooms to discuss this issue with someone. I've had no luck as of late. I do not deny that this is a rather low move on my part, and I expect to get flamed on this thread. I just felt I would post this somewhere where maybe one person will take a look at it. In case I get lucky and someone can give me an idea of what's wrong with me. Thanks for reading. And any comment is appreciate.